Sunday, December 12, 2010
Hmmm wanna post something but dunno what.. O.o Lol
10:18 AM
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Who am I?~ I'm not the most perfect, I'm not the most humble, I'm not totally selfless, i'm not prideless, i'm not super-smart, i'm not full of talents, but most of all, i'm not lost. I'm a child of God.
I realised I haven't really dared to show much, or post much about my Christian life online, cause of fear. Fear of being mocked..fear of being labelled as a 'freak'.
But then God has done so much for me that i just can't keep it under anymore. And if God is with me, seriously whom shall i fear? I remember reading somewhere that the worse someone can do to u, is to kill u. But what is death if Jesus has overcome it?
lol really hope from now on i can do more for Him then i've been doing.
Ok Ns is about 50% done, one year down, one more to go. Somehow its like being in school, when everything comes to an end in the year, the next year it picks up with added rigor. The training for this first week after our (sorta) 5 weeks off have been one of the hardest yet, leaving all of us aching all over. And its showing no signs of slowing down. I know there are benefits but the process is definitely painful :\
Ah well tmr will always be a better day lol, lets just enjoy the weekend for now :D
6:29 AM
Monday, June 21, 2010
Okay~ finally got time to blog.
kinda hard cuz my home internet is down so i have to go out to blog..hahaha
at east coast park mac now, gonna go cycling later.
Ok my life finally seems to be slowing down.
trainings are getting easier(sorta)
the most important weapon we've learn is the broom and dustpan XD
its like doing "saikang" everyday, cleaning this and that.
just part of life in cougar cleaning company ^^
at least my platoon a bit more slack.
HQ ftw XD
ytd was involve in NDP rehearsal.
except wad we did was to arrive at padang at 0800 hrs and sit there doing nothing until 1900 hrs
seriously man, you'll think the army would be better at managing resources.
ah well~ its over.
after that met up with Xinyan, supposedly to watch the B.O.T.Y dance comp.
but went there late and missed the final dance off.
after that just sorta hung around here and there, went to Ion, Bugis ( finally found a jacket there) and the Esplanade.
Got a glimpse of the NDP fireworks display along the way. its pretty awesome.
well~i bet i'll be seeing so much of it that i'll be sick of it on no time hahaha
ok gonna end here. Macdonald's internet isn't exactly the fastest around.. soooo laggy =.=
12:53 AM
Monday, May 17, 2010
Tired of always being the one to start convos. . . its like chasing after people to talk to
and if u don't they probably wouldnt talk to u anyway...
maybe its like when u start talking to someone, they're probably thinking
"why is this guy talking to me? heck just entertain him for a while.."
haha. . . .
11:05 AM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Hmm been wanting to update this blog for a few days now, but getting thoughts like what's the point of writing something that no one bothers to read?? lol
well, just for fun sake..
Anyway I'm on mc for a whole week.
First time i could remember ever getting an mc that last more then 2 days, and this is the first mc of my ns life ( still more to come?)
Why the mc? Cause I had an operation on Mon, to remove the two 2nd Molars on my lower jaw.
Yes two, two tooth in one op, what's worse was the anaesthetic wore off half way through the op. When the doc was moving on to the second tooth.
Ooooh the PAINNNN!!! >.<
I think I used about 3-4 anaesthetic shot for the whole op, even the doctor sounded annoyed.
On the way home from the hospital, the wound wouldn't stop bleeding.
I was literally drinking blood......
Well, thankfully, that's over. They told me i had to go back on the 4th of May to remove the stitches? Can there be stitches on my gum? Either way doesn't sound like it's gonna be enjoyable.
Ah well.. lets just live through this week. The biggest problem is...Food.. and then there's boredom.
Help me??
12:21 PM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Trying to see the light at the end of this tunnel
Field camp this week.
dunno what to make of it, it's like something all the older ns guys talk about.
so gonna be dead there. 5 days in the field, probably gonna feel like 5 months haha
then again after this week it's gonna be slightly more relaxed.
or so they say.
Kinda hard to believe.
off to hell week.
5:20 PM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
When the cold wind blows
Going through a lot of downs recently.
Cried my heart out during worship yesterday, but it felt great.
though i ended up with puffy eyes and stuffy nose after that..
Guess there's more things in my life that i need to change then i thought.
really regretted what happen yesterday, if only i hadn't lose control like that.
Hopefully its something we can learn from.. or this might just happen again.
field camp is coming, and the forecast for it isn't bright.
one week of a hell worse than the one we are currently in.
but after that we could probably look forward to P.O.P
and all the roadmarches in between. Dx
"hmm should old friendships be regained or forgotten......?"
2:01 PM
